"Letters from a Marine - Stardate 75607.5
Posted on Thu Oct 29th, 2026 @ 4:29am by Captain Samuel Woolheater
Mission:
Season 6 - Episode 8- The Price of Home
Location: Marine Detachment - Deck 32 - MXO's Office
Timeline: Stardate 75607.5
1523 words - 3 OF Standard Post Measure
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“Letters from a Marine”
I have been writing these letters since a few months after it became clear that the Elysium was not going to be getting home and back to Federation space anytime soon. I wanted there to be at least some record of what happened. If anybody finds these logs, some alien species out here that can eventually translate Federation Standard into their language; that they might know us at least a little bit more.
And today, as we are moored in our berth at this massive Zyphera Prime station, today’s letter feels different to me.
Symbols have power.
Take our Starfleet logo, for example, when I look at it I see what most of you see. A symbol that unites us. Stands for integrity, honesty and unites us in our shared goal. We are the United Federation of Planets out here. We are the SFMC out here.
But what do other people see when they look at that symbol? Lately, I think a good argument can be made for...troublemakers. Jail breakers, bandits, non-conformists and...challengers to the established authority in this galaxy. Some of those labels I wish we didn’t acquire. And some of them we ought to turn into uniform patches.
I think some people see our Starfleet trident and it looks like the tip of the spear. Plain and brutally simple. We’re more than just traveling tourists. We come with moral baggage and outrage. We’re not just the guests that stink after three days along with the fish; we’re the health inspector giving people we’ve never met a failing score. Did we ask for any of this? No, we didn’t. But space doesn’t care, or ask what we want. The universe has a remarkable way of showing you and reminding us just how tiny and insignificant we really are. Here we are, trying to get home, having had some of our crew pay for this...trip...with their lives. And, we are trying and, maybe forgetting, that we are guests out here. Just because we are good at our jobs, and have survived this long, against the odds, I think. Nothing is guaranteed. We aren’t owed tomorrow.
In an hour, we begin our first standing watch outside Engineering, where the "project" is being constructed and tested. And if that weren't enough for one day, we're integrating an Intelligence officer into one of our Marine fire teams. I find myself pausing for a moment to consider what we're asking of one another. I have been thinking about the things we are willing to surrender when we become afraid. Our kindness. Our curiosity. Our willingness to listen. Sometimes even our conviction that the person standing opposite us deserves the same dignity we demand for ourselves.
We are out here, like it or lump it now, and we have an obligation to be the Federation. We’re more than just a crew of survivors. We have been for a long time now. I've worn this uniform long enough to know that courage is not always found on a battlefield. Sometimes it is found in the quiet refusal to hate.
I have seen what this galaxy has done and is still doing to us and to our people. I have seen the dead and the wounded, the innocent and the guilty, and the terrible suffering that follows when we convince ourselves that the people on the other side are somehow less deserving of compassion than we are. And when I hear someone declare that “they” are our enemy, watch “them” and “they’re” coming to get us or that we must fight, I find myself wanting to ask a question:
What, precisely, are we fighting?
Is it the enemy standing before us? The people who have committed terrible acts? And I trust that you know we have suffered. Some of our best and brightest are...dead. Or is there another struggle, one far more difficult, taking place within ourselves?
But I'm not done yet.
Because fear can make enemies of neighbors. Anger can make cruelty seem righteous. And hatred, once we make room and welcome hate into our hearts, has a remarkable talent for convincing us that we are doing something noble.
We begin speaking of sides rather than people. Of victories rather than lives. Of power rather than responsibility.
And sometimes, without even noticing, we become so preoccupied with defending what we believe that we forget why we believed in it in the first place.
I like winning. Always have. Ask my brothers. They'll tell you I was a miserable bastard to play against when we were kids. I like a challenge. I like knowing I've trained harder, prepared better, and earned the right to stand alongside Marines who expect nothing less from me.
But my father taught me something when I was young. Being stronger than another man doesn't make you better than him. It means you have an opportunity to help him. And if you use that strength to humiliate him, you've already lost something far more important than any game.
But I'm not done yet.
I love the Corps. God help me, I do. I love its stubbornness, its traditions, its ridiculous insistence that every problem can be solved with enough determination and a sufficiently irritated Gunnery Sergeant Gami.
I have been trained to take a life. I have been entrusted with weapons capable of ending more lives than I care to imagine.
And I know how to use them.
But I was never trained to believe that the ability to kill was the measure of a Marine. The measure of a Marine is knowing when to fight, when not to, and having the courage to live with both decisions. And understanding that every life we spare is a life that still has a tomorrow.
But I'm not done yet.
Because I love the SFMC most for the promise beneath the uniform. That we stand between danger and those who cannot stand against it themselves. That our strength belongs in service to others. That we do not get to abandon our principles simply because keeping them has become difficult.
And that promise is not fulfilled by the uniform itself. Nor by our traditions, our victories, or the history we carry with such pride. Those, symbols and ideas may remind us of who we have been. They cannot decide who we will become. That choice belongs to us.
But I'm not done yet.
I love Starfleet, too. I mean...I’m not going to tell them that. Their heads and egos are big enough as is. But I’ll protect them until I can’t or I’m dead. I love the audacity of a civilization that looks into the darkness between the stars and sees not merely challenges to overcome, but mysteries to be understood, neighbors yet to be met, and possibilities beyond anything we have imagined. I love that we have dared to build something upon the conviction that humanity need not remain imprisoned by its oldest fears. That we need not give into fear. Including fear of the “other”.
But I'm not done yet.
Being a Marine has taught me that I don't have to understand another culture, another world, another society...or even another person...to recognize their right to exist as they are. But I do have to respect that they have a right to be different than me. They have the right to come from someplace I don’t know, speak a language I can’t understand. They have a right to think different, to see the world different, to be passionate about something I may not understand. And giving freedom to them ensures freedom for myself. Justice for them is justice for me.
And I love that, even now, we can look farther down the path, beyond the bend and into the fog, and imagine something better waiting there. Not because we are certain of what we will find. But because we have the courage to keep looking. We are not the ships we command. We are not the weapons we carry. We are not the battles we have won, nor the traditions we have inherited. Those things are part of our history. They are not the measure of our character.
We are Marines. Our character is revealed in the choices we make when we are frightened, when we are angry, when doing the right thing demands more of us than we believe we have left to give.
We are the Federation. And the Federation is not merely its past. Starfleet is not merely its traditions. The SFMC is not merely its traditions, either. And I, for one, am not done yet.
Because being Starfleet, being a Marine...isn't about what we've done.
It's about what we do next.
[OFF:]
Captain Samuel Woolheater, SFMC
Executive Officer, Marine Detachment
Sniper / Infantry Officer
Precision Fires & Recon Division
62nd Company "Spartans"
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