Not all Rainbows and Butterflies *CONTENT WARNING*

Posted on Tue Oct 26th, 2021 @ 6:26am by Lieutenant Baeryn Whavi-Tonelly & Captain David Tonelly [Reece]

Mission: MISSION 0 - History Speaks
Location: Whavi/Tonelly Quarters
4140 words - 8.3 OF Standard Post Measure

*CONTENT WARNING. THIS POST CONTAINS INTIMATE SCENES BETWEEN TO CHARACTERS.*



The hybrid stormed down the corridor towards the quarters she shared with her partner David. Her neck was still red from the anger she was keeping at bay. It was just below the surface, ready to erupt at any moment. There was only so much frustration she could bottle up before she exploded, and doing so on the clueless Ensigns in Operations was not very professional. So she ended her shift early.

Baeryn didn't even return the smiles and hellos she received in the hall, ignoring them all as she hurried past. When she reached her quarters she entered and threw her PaDD on the couch before going to the bathroom to splash cold water on her face.

David had been quietly meditating, in the far corner of the living room, when Baeryn stormed in and stomped off to their bathroom. After quickly blowing of the candles on the alter he was meditating in front of, he quickly got to his feet and followed after the woman he loved. "Baer?" He asked calmly. "What's the matter?"

"Nothing." She barked from the bathroom. She closed her eyes and rubbed her face in a plush towel.

David said nothing. He merely reached up and grabbed the top of the door jamb, as he usually did and stretched absent-mindedly while he waited for Baeryn to tell him. His eyes looked on her with complete compassion.

Baeryn grumbled, “I can feel you watching me. I said nothing. End of conversation.” She still refused to look over at him.

"Okay," he said softly. He knew she would tell him when she was ready. "I'll get dinner started." He released the door jamb and turned to head back into the living/dining room.

“Don’t bother. I’m not hungry.” She said sharply. Baeryn knew David didn’t deserve the attitude she was dishing out but it didn’t stop her. She tossed the towel on the bathroom counter and started collecting her hair to pull it back.

Stopping in his tracks, David turned back around. He arched his right eyebrow. "Okay....when you're ready to talk, I'll be in the living room." He then turned away again and moved to the other side of their quarters.

"Why? What's the point? You can't fix everything David. Some things just ARE." Baeryn raised her voice as David walked away. She should be thankful he wasn't reacting to her mood, but something in the way he handled her right now sent her over the edge with rage.

"No, I can't fix everything, Baer," his voice was calm and nonconfrontational. "All I can do is try to help you. You are what's important to me. You and our baby. Everything and everyone else outside that door is not my concern." He paused and turned, a bit of fire in his eyes. "Unless someone has harmed you or our baby in some way?"

Baeryn huffed but said nothing at first. Her icy glare met David's and she held it. "I don't need help, or to be coddled. I don't need tender kisses on my forehead or to be protected from the big bad aliens out there." There was a bite to her tone, one David didn't deserve but was on the receiving end of.

Though her tone and stinging words gut him, David didn't let it show. Instead, he said, in a very quiet voice. "Well, that's good to know. Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go do something." And with that, he turned and walked outof their quarters, before he allowed his growing temper to flow freely. If Baeryn didn't want him or his help, he wouldn't force himself upon her.

The moment the silence of the apartment set in Baeryn hurried to the front door and went out into the hall. She could still see David down the hall, "David!" She yelled hoping to draw him back.

Pausing in his movements, the El-Aurian turned back to face the woman he loved more than life itself. "What, Baeryn?" His tone, while not calm, was quiet.

Her full name. He rarely ever used it nowadays, always addressing her by the nickname he gave her. The sound make her temper lessen by a degree, but it still raged hellishly hot. Baeryn gestured for David to come back into their quarters before she stepped back into them herself and waited his return.

Taking a beat to let out a breath, he turned fly and returned to their quarters, stepping inside just far enough to allow the doors to slide shut behind him. Crossing his arms across his massive chest, he looked at her expectantly, waiting for her to speak first.

Baeryn mirrored David's stance, arms across the chest, glaring at him. She knew she should say she was sorry but she was too stubborn. "I didn't mean what I said," she sighed, "Well not all of what I said."

"I see," he said quietly. "And what, exactly, was directed at me?" There was a new chill to his tone, one Baeryn had never heard before. It seemed full of pain and heartbreak.

The hybrid closed her eyes and let out a deep exhale. "None of it." She continued with her eyes closed, her hands clenching tighter. "I had a bad day and I can't seem to calm my anger. It's relentless. Even now I want to tear someone apart, or smash something." She opened her eyes but still held the same deadly glare.

His features softened noticeably. Dropping his arms to his sides, he asked, "You really want to tear into something, I've got just the thing. If you're interested."

She didn't immediately respond, instead she looked David up and down slowly. "As long as it doesn't involve sitting and breathing sure." She was still snarky, more of a brat then normal.

Shaking his head, he replied. "It wont. Go get changed into workout clothes."

Baeryn grunted but walked off to do as she was instructed. She returned a few minutes later wearing one of his old t-shirts knotted at the end, her attitude had still yet to improve.

"Follow me." His tone made it clear that it was not a request. Turning, the doors slid open and he strode out, an air of anger seeming to shimmer around him.

An auburn brow raised as she took in his demeanor. David’s voice was like thunder the way it rattled her bones. She enjoyed this side of him, the threat of danger enticed her. She followed, arms still crossed over her chest as they proceeded into then down the hall.

After a few minutes of silence, they reached the nearest holodeck. David imput some commands and activated the program. When the large doors slid open, he entered without a word. He then waited inside.

Baeryn entered shortly after him. A sour expression on her face as she looked anywhere but at David.

They were in a large cave. All around the perimeter, torches were secured in sconces. David removed his top, revealing his well-maintained physique. "What is your melee weapon of choice?" He asked her darkly.

The darkness of the cave quickened the growing anticipation Baeryn felt. She couldn’t see where it ended and there was no light aside from the torches and sconces. When David asked her what weapon she preferred she brought her angered gaze to him and raised her hands before her. She didn’t want a weapon, she wanted to feel the impact when she finally hit something.

Nodding once, David ordered the computer to lock the door. He then looked Baeryn dead in the eye and said, "Bring it."

Shock softened Baeryns features by just a fraction. “You want me to hit you?” She questioned.

He gave her a wry grin. "If you can." He stood there, arms at his sides, hanging loose. He wouldn't hit her ever, but, he would do what he could to help her.

Baeryn hesitated, she knew David was more then capable of taking every hit she threw his way. But what did that say about her for throwing a punch at him? Did she love him any less for being willing to do so? Or did she maybe love him even more for giving her exactly what she needed.

She softened her knees as her fingers formed the proper fists. The rage was still there, bubbling and burning her from the inside. Frustration. Irritation. Stress. It was all a giant swirling tsunami ready to plow over her. Ready to drown her in it’s depth.

Before she could think twice she sent her fist at David.

David saw the punch coming a sector away. Not that he would've said that to her. As it got close, he blocked it easily. He then spun away to her left and swatted her ass. "C'mon, I thought you wanted to hit someone?"

Baeryn closed her eyes as she took a deep breath trying to keep her frustration from taking over completely. She focused on centering herself for a moment before going at David again. She knew he would block another punch so instead she spun and sent her elbow into his ribs. The move hurt her more then him. Gritting her teeth she punched his chest. Pounded it with both her fists. The wave of emotions took over before she had a chance to stop it.

Again and again she pounded his broad chest. She wasn’t even aware she had started screaming.

The elbow to his ribs suprised David. Then, when she started waling on his chest, he decided to just take it, allow her the chance to vent. As she grew more wild in her hits and then started to scream, tears started to flow down his cheeks. Not from any physical she might be causing him, the bruses would be gone by the morning.

No, he wept for the heartbreak he felt, seeing the woman he loved, in so much anguish and pain. If all he could do for her was be a punching bag, he would take every hit without complaint.

Baeryn was too ashamed to look up, too exhausted to keep pounding. Eventually her forehead met his chest and she sobbed silently. Her eyes were dry. Another fact she felt shame for. Allowing another to see her pain was uncharted territory for her. To allow someone to see her so bare and emotional scared her. But with David she could fall apart.

Slowly, silently, David reached down and scooped his love up in his arms. He then sat down, cross-legged, and held Baeryn close to him, protecting her.

“I don’t deserve this.” She said softly.

"Don't deserve what?" He asked just as softly as he continued to hold her close to his chest.

“To be held. For you to accept me even as I am right now. To have someone who just takes everything I throw at them.” Shaking her head Baeryn started to get up.

"Hey," David said as he gently held her close. "Please don't close off from me. Of everyone else, I am your person, you are mine. You are now and will always be, safe here with me. All I ask is that you talk to me. Let me in, Baer. I will never judge you or leave you."

“Right now I don’t want to talk.” She paused and looked up at him from where she was cradled in his lap. “I want something else. I need something else.” She was looking for a different outlet. One that would clear her mind.

"What do you need, My love? Whatever it is, I'll move the heavens themselves to get it for you."

“I need you. I need the clarity and calm only you can give me.” Baeryn spoke softly as she moved to straddle David. Her eyes searched his face for understanding before she leaned in to whisper in his ear as if others could hear her vulgar words, “I need you to fuck me so hard I forget my own name.”

At first, Davids heart was warming at Baeryn's tender words. Then, when she whispered in his ears, those words got his blood boiling with lust in an instant. Growling deeply, be replied, the inferno heat she had just stoked in him plainly heard. "Yes, Ma'am!" Reaching up, he grabbed the bottom hem of her shirt and pulled it up and off of her. He then removed her sports bra in the same manner.

Once Baeryn was topless, David slid his arms arond her back and pulled her to him, burying his face in her cleavage, as he started to nibble, kiss, bite and suck on her perfect breasts.

Baeryn’s head fell back and she released a moan that echoed off the cave walls. Her fingers started to pull David even closer to her as a different kind of fire spread up her inner thighs to her center.

His mouth on her bare skin made her dizzy with her ecstasy in mere minutes. Wanting more, she ran her fingers through his short hair and yanked his head back as she looked down on him. The warm glow from the sconces gave his skin a golden shine, making him even more beautiful. Leaning down she ran her tongue across his bottom lip before pulling it between her teeth.

David growled when Baeryn bit his lip. Holding onto her, he rolled them over, puting her back on the ground and him atop of her, his weight pinning her down. After pinning her arms above her head with his left hand, he moved his right hand down her body as he reaumed his attentions on her breasts.

Baeryn squirmed under him, her breathing growing quicker and heavier. She wiggled her wrists locked in his grasp. When her attempts to break free caused his grasp to tighten even more she moaned with pleasure. The cave rock under her bare back bit into her skin but she didn’t care. She wanted more. Her hips lifted from the ground to find his.

David pulled his face up long enough to groan when Baeryn rubbed herself against him. "Computer! Secure her wrists to the ground with fur-lined shakles, tight enough to keep her from escaping, but not so tight as to hurt her. And don't listen to any commands she gives for the next three hours, programming clearence, Tonelly-Alpha-Alpha-Six-Tango!"

The computer beeped its acknowledgment of his orders, then as requested, black iron shackles, complete with spotted leopard fur linings. They were connected by a chain that looped through a large u-bolt, which was secured in the ground.


Baeryn looked up as the shackles clicked into place. She laughed, tugging on them. When she looked back to David, she knew that as second officer she could override any command he set but…. this was fun so she would play this out gleefully.

A chill ran over her bare chest, sending a shiver down her spine.

Moving to his knees, David hooked his fingers under the waistband of both her workout sweats and underware, pulling them both free of her body. He then staryed to run his strong, warm hands, up the inside of her right thigh, finally cupping her center. Leaning back down, he sucked on and nibbled first her left nipple, then her right. It was at that point that he slid his fingers inside of her, and began to stimulate her g-spot.

Baeryn gasped when his fingers slid inside of her. Back arched off the ground, she pulled on her restraints knowing it would do little good. Her legs were the only limbs she had control off but barely. Her knees spreed the deeper his fingers went, toes curling in her boots.

She lifted her head enough to look down at David as his mouth moved over her breasts.

David enjoyed making Baeryn squirm with ecstasy. Looking up at her, he smiled hungrily, as he continued to manually stimulate her. "Does that feel good?"

Baeryn yelled out in rapture. The sound filling the dark cave. “Yes….” She managed before her voice failed her. The mixture of the pain when she pulled at the shackles and the pleasure David was giving her left her mind foggy. As she felt the beginning of an orgasm her thighs tightened, trapping David between them.

"Uh-uh-uh," David chided as he pulled his hand free. "I didn't give you permission to finish yet. You have to earn that right." His voice had a dangerous edge to it.

Baeryn growled before mumbling curse words at David when he pulled away. She was far from finished but he left her wanting. On purpose. The act drove the hybrid to attempt yank her hands free. She grunted in frustration, her body begging for more.

David smirked as he watched Baeryn struggle. "If you don't behave, I will be forced to increase your punishment." He paused briefly, mischief filling his eyes as he held up his right hand, palm up. "Computer, Item number two, in my right hand, please." A ball gag suddenly appeared and David affixed it to her mouth, enuring that it was tight enough that she couldn't speak, but so tight as to actually hurt her in any way.

"Now, there will be no more foul language." He grinned again as he moved between her legs, keeping them spread with his hands, and, just before he did anything further, warned her. If you cum before I give you permission, I will be very upset. He then lowered his face to her center, and began pleasuring her in all the ways he knew drove her wild.

Baeryn didn’t make it easy for David to affix the gag over her mouth, she playfully moved away until ultimately giving in. She had no time to respond to his warning before the blast of euphoria took over her body at the feel of his warm wet tongue between her legs. The gag muffled her screams as she caved beneath the pleasure. She tried to squirm but would quickly get distracted by the feel of him. Her center pulsed, swollen and sensitive after only a few seconds.

The coming climax approached her quicker then ever before. David prevented her from squeezing her legs together to stop it and frustration and panic mixed with thee ecstasy. There was little she could do to prevent what was about to happen. There was no stopping it, no shutting it down.

A muffled scream erupted from her as she came.

David smiled to himself as he rode Baeryn's climax with his face. He had known that there was zero chance of her not exploding when he did what he did. So, to continue with the charade of punishment, he stood and pulled off his pants, revealling his extremely swollen member. "You have disobeyed me. So, as your punishment, you will not be able to relax until I am done with you." He dropped back down to his knees and quickly slid himself deep inside of her. Once there, he began to slowly and rhythmically pound into her. He was going to make this last as long as possible.


Baeryns head fell to the side, her body reeling as it tried to come down from her climax. She wanted more. She always wanted more. But In that moment her mind was fuzzy and filled with soft darkness. The kind that wrapped you with like a blanket and held you till you fell asleep.

She barely registered Davids movements before her body awoke again. Her back immediately arched off the cave floor to give David better access to slide into her. His slow movements were tortuous but pleasurable. She started to rock her hips and meet him pound for pound.

David could feel Baeryn coming back to life, so he decided to free her of her bonds and see what she would do. "Computer, remove all physical restraints." The chain, shakles and ballgag all vanished back to the ether they originated from. He then doubled down and encreased both the speed and the power of his thrusts

As soon as her hands were free they came down and gripped Davids hips pulling him even closer to her. A new level of arousal was pulsating through her veins. Every thrust almost enough to crush her, but she held on. She wanted more. One hand crept up his stomach and side until it was wrapped around his throat. Baeryn only applied a small amount of pressure on his neck, pulling him closer so that she could swirl her tongue up his throat to his ear lobe. Amidst her moans she made a demand, “Flip me over, fuck me from behind.”

David gave her a few more hard thrusts, before pulling back and forcing her over as requested. As soon as she was lositioned, he moved right up behind her and reinserred himself deep inside of her. He filled her completely. Grabbing her hips in his hands, he began slamming himself into her, anything to give her the ecstacy she was wanting.

On all fours, Baeryn cried out the first time David slammed into her. She bent forward opening herself wider for him. If the hybrid could think straight she would surely be questioning her own sanity in this moment. Here she was, the second officer of the Elysium, stark naked, bent over and being plowed by her love in a holodeck. She regretted nothing.

David was drawing from the deepest parts of his desire for this woman. He wanted nothing but to show her every bit of pleasure that he could.

They continued until Baeryns muscles gave way, until swelling and bruising started to become noticeable. Until she came entirely undone in Davids hands. Until her mind was as clear as the summer sky on Earth. The rage was gone. The anger that had been pent up, disappeared.

Lying on his back, David was completely spent. There was not a move he hadn't used, not a position he hadn't put her in, he did everything he knew how to do to empty Baeryn's mind.

They laid next to one another in silence, the only sounds their heavy breathing and the fire flickering from the sconces. Baeryn, using David's arm as a pillow looked over at him. The calm and serenity she felt all thanks him. This man who held her on the highest pedestal, this man who worshipped her like no other had ever done before.

"I'm sorry for the way I acted earlier." She said earnestly.

David looked over at her and smiled softly. "Forgiven, my love." He leaned his head over and kissed her on her forehead. As he laid his head back, he continued, "Just...don't wait so long to talk to me next time. We look out for each other. At the end of the day, It's you and me, and our little bundle, against the rest of the universe. We have to keep talking."

Baeryn averted her eyes. She knew he was right, it was just difficult to talk about her emotions, even more so now with the pregnancy making her question her sanity. The smallest inconveniences would lead to an overwhelming flood of feelings. "I'm trying. I've started...talking to a councilor."

David's face brightened and he gave Baeryn a comforting hug and kiss. "Thank you," he said softly. "It makes me so happy to know that you're at least talking to someone!"

“Trying.” Baeryn repeated a bit morbidly. “I’m not even sure I’ve made any progress yet, or what it would look like if I did.” She shook her head. “I don’t know.” Her voice trailed off as she sat up with a moan looking for her clothing.

"Hey," he said softly as he reached up and gently ran his hand over her back. "Give yourself some credit. Begining the conversation is the hardest part. After that, you just go with the flow, allow the discussion to be what it is. Things will start to come out naturally, at their own pace." He sat up and looked her straight in her eyes. "I am very proud of you, and very happy for you, Baer." He gave her a loving grin, right before he leaned in and kissed her.

Baeryn smiled against David's lips before returning his kiss. "Come on, I need a shower." With a groan she rose from the floor instantly regretting her decision to stand.

David was quick and caught Baeryn as she wobbled. "You okay, Baer?"

Baeryn pat David's hand, "I just stood up too quickly. Don't worry, i'm fine." After they dressed she took his hand and led him from the holodeck.

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